The Written Word Eggs by Elaine Wiltshire

5-11-99

Eggs by Elaine Wiltshire

Eggs

I thought that it was perfect
But I was wrong
I thought I was special
But I was mistaken
I thought that I mattered
But I was thrown in the trash
I thought that you loved me, now I want you back

You took all my innocence
That held me down
You took me to forever
That was not far enough
You took me to your dark side
That was heaven for me
You took away my conscience, and I became Free

I hated my body
You liked it just fine
I hated my saintliness
You tarnished my halo
I hated to love me
You loved to hate
I hated my memories, you made them break

You used me like nothing
I felt so needed
You used me to help you
I felt as though I had worth
You used me like a whore
I felt so at home
You used me like garbage, I would never moan

I need to be needed
I値l feed off my hate
I need some emotions
I 鼠l never feel love
I need to have purpose
I値l die without you
I need your emotion, I thought you knew.

Without you I知 nothing
I am incomplete
Without you I知 a shell
I am just a corpse
Without you I知 emotionless
I am in need of anger
Without you I知 a zombie, your presence makes me hate